That’s what Daddy calls it.
Often times when there is a lot going on, I tend to think of everything that has to get done now. A – Z in one thought process. This leaves me feeling overwhelm and out of control.
Daddy knows this about me, so he has come up with ways to “narrow my hallway” or get me to focus on one or two tasks.. and go from there.
Some times it by coloring. I don’t do it that often, but something about choosing the colors, making a plan, staying in the lines.. just relaxes me and focuses me.
But, last night was different.
We met up at the club to do a run through of our IPE Fantasy presentation. A friend.. ( well, she is more than a friend more like family..) met us there to give us some suggestions and comments. It went fairly well, and I walked away happy that this was finally coming together.
So, I had to go after that.. do some day to day running’s… and we met up at home later in the evening.
That’s when the “panic” started.
I was thinking about all the stuff that had to get done before we leave next Wednesday. Shopping, nails, emailing info to the event coordinators, personal things to get done, my eyebrows need to be waxed, ect… Combine this with a very hectic weekend schedule.. and you have the perfect formula for a HUGE and WIDE hallway.
But, Daddy being who he is, had a plan.
As I was walking into the room he was standing there. Smiling he took my hand, and pushed me on the bed. My shorts came off, my panties were left on, he just moved them to the side, He looked into my eyes, and took what was his. No words, no explanations, just through me down and took it.
Oh.. how I love it when Daddy takes control.
Afterwards,he helped me up.. and had me get my computer.
He sat down with me and we made our a list. A day to day time schedule of what we want to get accomplished that day.
He even let me stay home from work today to get a full day’s jump start.
After we completed our list, he had me put my computer away.. took me in his arms and asked how I was feeling.
No words can express my joy, how light I felt.. how in control I was, because I gave up control to him.
I cuddled close.. caressing him in all the places he loves to be touched…
..smiling.. happy.. content.